Looking back at the year of surgery and the first few years that followed, I can see how it has all impacted so much of who I am today and how I live my life.
Facing my mortality in my early 30s as a mother of five changed who I was as a parent. I began to focus on who I wanted my kids to be as adults and paid close attention to how all of my parenting decisions would help them move along on the path God made for them.
After all, I was no longer sure I would be there to help them as adults…
As I underwent surgery after surgery and worked through physical therapy again and again, I learned how much pain I could handle and saw how strong my body was.
It was then that I began to embrace an active life and push myself physically. I set goals like running a half marathon and climbing Pike’s Peak so that I had something positive to focus on.
By setting big goals and being unwilling to let myself down, I ensured I wouldn’t give up halfway through the healing process. In this case, settling for good enough wasn’t enough.
I wanted to be stronger than I was before!
I became excited to leave my comfort zone and began snowshoeing and cross-country skiing.
I embraced adventure, knowing I may not have a “someday” to do what I dreamed of.
I still feared failure, but suddenly, the fear of regretting not even trying began to outweigh the fear of being laughed at…
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